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Every humanlife seeks an expression. Figuring out the song we came to sing, the music we came to make isnt always an easy ask. Eventually, yet gradually, as one learns to be more and more at peace within, the symphony begins to unmute itself. The silence of the profound truth erupts, shaking every stillness into a dance of frenzied delicate movements. Everybody is looking to share something of value, a unique sense of purpose, whether that can inspire another isn't much pertinent. However that what you hold within, wonderous nectar of your benevolent presence augmented by passionate dispassion, a disposition that sends out waves of solace, is all worth latching on. So whether, what one does or does not do for that matter, is just the tip, real thing is the space from which it emerges. The expression of expressionless does have a way to find its own expression in the end, or a new beginning shall we say? The beginning of the end or ending of a beginning or just a shift f

  Have you ever noticed how when the last piece of a puzzle falls into its place, the picture emerges clearly yet spontaneously? Often a sense of rush to be someone, reach somewhere, share something, achieve or accomplish a position can be observed outside of us. But have we ever wondered why it becomes bit challenging to take a look or even recognize such tendencies within. Well the senses fitted in our system are outwardly oriented for they help us pick and process data from the environment, maybe a design defect craftily engineered to keep us from being where we were destined to be. The truth is when we close our eyes we begin to really see what lies within. After one has undergone a series of roller coaster rides in life, possibly, one sooner or later tends to realise the futility of it all. While the apparent fun seems to stimulate a few nerves and may be rattle some bones as well, it really has no impact whatsoever on some deeper level within, that remains untouched a

If we look at the word "create" it has "ate" embedded in it. Whenever we look at waves rising on a ocean front, we find huge waves coming up one after another continuously in one go and slowly receding and merging back right in, in parallel. As if the huge water body is throwing up a part of itself that appears to be originating from it, moments earlier and dissolves in, bit later. It's known fact that we are made up of 5 key elements, fire, air, water, earth and ether(space), space being the one in which everything else exists. A particular permutation and combination of the elements forms one creature to be distinctly different from another yet distinctly similar in some ways. Energy that brings these elements together, seems to let them go a while later, duration depending upon average lifespan of the concerned species in general. Each breath we inhale is consummated by the outgoing breath one has to exhale the very next moment. The rhythm of expa

  If we look around, nature is an endless expression of the evolutionary play and display of existential reality. Everything around conveys the diversity, dynamism and complexity of simple truthful manifestations of the unmanifest. Every thing around, is in a constant state of dynamic transitioning, though not so apparently visible mostly.  Let us examine a fully bloomed tree, right from the roots till fruits and back to seeds there is a beautiful distinct separateness that one will notice yet there's a complete connect between one perfect state and another. Be it a root supporting the trunk, branches, stems, shoots, leaves, flowers, fruits, seeds... the full circle can be cleverly seen. The processes, energy or so to say, method that is working behind the scenes to make all this happen, is infact, something very intriguing, and therefore, worth taking a deep dive into. While remaining awed by this ever transformational aspect, moving from one state to anoth

https://youtu.be/LzmftA1S6K8 During wee hours of 21st July 2020, nee was in deep slumber, yet somewhere awake within. This has always been the case with him whenever a longing to be with master surpassed his sort of superhuman limits and reached yet another beyond. The master would appear in his dream state, which was rather so vivid, that it made nee wonder what the real reality was. Master was seated in his chair, getting ready for an online interaction with some important people, the organising team leads were around making all the last minute arrangements,  ensuring everything was in order. Nee found himself standing behind a curtain invisible to others, yet well within master's vision. As the master was adjusting his seating posture and dress to be well presentable, nee took a chance and went close to him, asking if there's anything that master needed and that nee could do at that moment. Master's usual glance away as if munching on

Gurur Brahma Gurur Vishnu, Gurur Devo Maheshwarah, Gurur Saakshaat Parabrahma tasmaye Sri Guruve namaha...! Pranaams to the holy lotus feet of my beloved master who brought me to where I was and where am today and to where ever he may be leading me unto...! For dance to be visible, dancer has to be present, similarly for any knowledge to be understood, to bring one home, Guru aspect's presence is imminent. A bridge of sorts that connects one to oneself, is necessary to be able to guide us from our limited identity towards infinite potential. Shiva the "summum bonum" of this multiverse we appear to live in, that which was when nothing else was, in which whatever seems to exist, exists, into which everything ultimately tends to merge back to, that which still remains when everything else seems to be gone, the very essence of life, life's basis itself, can only be understood with the help of a true guide one which apparently has even higher status than Shi

It was sometimes in the year 2002, when I had my second divine opportunity to travel with Gurudev on his then probably first trip to Punjab. Lot happened onway which perhaps deserves much bigger time and space to be shared. However one particular incident on our return trip from Jalandhar to Nizzamuddin Railway Station, New Delhi that caught my attention twice in the week during my meditative sojourns, needs articulation. I happened to stay with Gurudev throughout the trip whenever he went and it ofcourse was an experience of inexplicable kind, deeply transforming, leaving me extremely gasping for breath acute shortage on words... Someone bought me a return ticket in executive class coach of shatabdi express train Gurudev was travelling back in. Luckily we were seated very close together and as usually is the case seat next to him becomes a musical chair for those who wish to get a personal 5minute divine proximity. The journey of 5hours just zipped past. Time to al

After conducting second session of G3 I had such an inner surge to take a short trip of rameshwaram and kanyakumari. Me and my brother in law(wife's brother) decided pronto and left at 6pm one evening. Stayed night over at Namakkal. Morning, saw fort, visited ananjeya and vishnu temples before heading towards kolli hills (thought may be my ancestors of present day kohlis or just turned kolli by the time the original northern clan landed south) to bow down to the kolli deity. Visited amazing ancient shiva temple besides a 1300 steps steep inclined staircase to marvelous aakash ganga(ganges falling from sky) waterfalls. Moved out towards Rameshwaram same day hoping to touch down by evening to catch a glimpse of setting sun and perform rudrapuja by the beach.. well destiny had other plans, around madurai minutes before the fork that if taken left would lead to Rameshwaram or right to kanyakumari somehow I got intuitive idea to go right instead and we ended up landing on southern most