Tuned In, Synced Out...!
Often I find myself lost in thoughts of someone very close and dear to every pore of my being. There is a sort of yearning, an in-explicit, almost impossible to describe feeling of void, a longing that could kill one completely without really dying....
Why is it that when one knows you are around and alive in the entire universe, in each bit of it, should one still end up being in solitude...?
While driving down a tree laden path, almost cruising through, along with the breezy winds, relishing the simmering sun rays playing hide and seek with the leaves, falling and disappearing, shading the road with different hues, knowing very well that you are existing every moment in each bit, yet where does the desire to be with you arise again and again...
While running little errands and daily chores, with or without you, a stilled emptiness full of bliss persists somewhere deep in the deepest inner realms, yet a hidden wish to serve thy creation even more keeps me dazed...!
When you know you are here and now and perhaps thinking about me as well, why is it that one feels to get to do something big, something that would as well physically take me to you... knowing very well that you are the biggest gift I already have, why still a need to get an opportunity to be in thy presence...?
You say devotee has the control over the divine, and here am inexplicably lost in finding you, yet unable to find you... How can the divine from which all the divine music plays out, to which one will some day merge into, forever... ashes into ashes....that which is the tune, into which one is always in tuned, does that one not know what is happening to the devotee, is it feasible that the signal though exists in the common substratum is not processed, is it really true.....?
I continue to wonder....!
Why is it that when one knows you are around and alive in the entire universe, in each bit of it, should one still end up being in solitude...?
While driving down a tree laden path, almost cruising through, along with the breezy winds, relishing the simmering sun rays playing hide and seek with the leaves, falling and disappearing, shading the road with different hues, knowing very well that you are existing every moment in each bit, yet where does the desire to be with you arise again and again...
While running little errands and daily chores, with or without you, a stilled emptiness full of bliss persists somewhere deep in the deepest inner realms, yet a hidden wish to serve thy creation even more keeps me dazed...!
When you know you are here and now and perhaps thinking about me as well, why is it that one feels to get to do something big, something that would as well physically take me to you... knowing very well that you are the biggest gift I already have, why still a need to get an opportunity to be in thy presence...?
You say devotee has the control over the divine, and here am inexplicably lost in finding you, yet unable to find you... How can the divine from which all the divine music plays out, to which one will some day merge into, forever... ashes into ashes....that which is the tune, into which one is always in tuned, does that one not know what is happening to the devotee, is it feasible that the signal though exists in the common substratum is not processed, is it really true.....?
I continue to wonder....!
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